Sunday, March 29, 2009
cry under the rain.
this way no one will know.
it's all broken. beyond repair.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Fuck. I officially HATE coming home.
Fuck you.
I really liked home. Now every moment is just hatred, disagreements and sorrow.
Thanks to you.
You hate my attitude. Well, I act like that because I have to face someone like you.
Sometimes I don't even know whom I've become.,
When I think about it, all I think is you.
When I don't do things your way, I get yelled at.
And when I try to do things your way, I get yelled at the same.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's so fucking tiring. Coming home & seeing you is like heading to a war zone.
You gotta get prepped with all your weapons and be accompanied by courage.
Like what the heck?
Why do you like to waste your energy on things like this?
You're just wasting your life. And you have to pull me in with you.
I'm not your emotional punching bag. Damn it.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
...And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget.
-snippets from 'Don't Forget-Demi Lovato'.
I don't hope that you have forgotten.
I know I won't.
But; leaving the past behind.
That, you've got to agree with me that it's long overdue.
Don't just say it. Mean it.
You have to.
This way, you can move on. The right way that is.
It's gotta start somewhere, somehow.
Too many relapses.
I'll try again.
Let go. It'll help.
don't forget.
Isn't this just prettyyyy? From Forever 21. Imagine it in white. I can't seem to get the picture of the white one. I'll prob go check it out tomorrow and see if it's worth buying. :)
Ok. I'm bored. I'm in Monash and the Bestie's not done studying so I'm waiting for her to be done. Hence, the blogging. Kree's here too! Been a while since I've met her. and she's so luck to have been in the States for 3 months for a 'work exchange prog'? Something like that-Where you go there to work but also get to travel around the States. So cool.
Tomorrow after class!! Love love!
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look beyond
Saturday, March 21, 2009
cuz thoughts of you hang just like pictures
and gather dust over the time
we hung them up just like real lovers
and drove our nails into the wall
cuz we thought they'd be there forever
but we weren't permanent at all.
and gather dust over the time
we hung them up just like real lovers
and drove our nails into the wall
cuz we thought they'd be there forever
but we weren't permanent at all.
tip of my tongue
PT2’s over and done with. Though I still still have Audit to go. Long story. Something I’m not proud of and I don’t plan to repeat it. But I’ll be doing it on Tues.
So after exams yesterday, we went to the Bazaar at 3K Inn to be early birds. I somehow just can’t get stuff. But the bestie had a listt and did get some stuff! Sorry I was so impatient-lack of sleep thus the crankiness.
Then dinner at Ole-Ole Bali yesterday @ Solaris. The environment was better than the food. Haha. So the environment compensated for the food, agree? Anyways, Solaris is much better place compared to a few months back. With eateries like Michelangelo (my all time fav), Tenji, some bars here and there; it’s a pretty good hang out place. There’s also this place-Boston. Kind of in between a ‘club n restaurant’. Check it out sometime!
For the next few weeks, it’s gonna be crucial :(- I’ve to think hard about the papers I want to take. I feel like dropping one paper. I’m not coping well and all this studying is becoming really sickening. Let’s put it this way; if you are going to undertake something-let it be your best. If not; to me there’s not much a point to it. So I would have to figure out all the pros n cons and ask 21386837 people’s opinions. Let’s hope I make the right decision.
On another note, I’m proud owner of a new bakery! Haha. Ok my dad’s a shareholder. So I should be considered as a 'part' owner of a bakery right? ;) It’s my cousin’s dream and my dad pitched in. It’s opening soon! And it’s called Bienestar Cottage. :)
It’s as simple as a flick of the switch. Join the Earth Hour 2009.
Turn off your lights on Saturday, 28 March 2009 at 8.30pm for an hour.
Make a difference.
Make a difference.
When a heart breaks;
It doesn’t break even.
Someone’s always left with a smaller piece.
-The Script.
Effin love them!
This time my updates are on time! Yay!
See ya around soon!
Have a great weekend! xoxo
Persevere
Thursday, March 19, 2009
2 more hours to exam.
I give up.
Audit is such a P.A.I.N.
I wanna go shopping. =(
save you.
Monday, March 9, 2009
It was mostly lies and immaturity.
Something I’ll probably never forget. But surely something not to hold on to.
I’ve learnt to let go. You should too.
"Often times we say goodbye to the person we love, without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped caring. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you’re free from any pain, but your hands are empty.
A heart breaking isn’t always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you."
-Anonymous
