you're one step ahead. time for me to take that step and leave you in my past.  

Thursday, February 19, 2009

It’s been LONG since I had a decent post. A lot has happened since my Aussie trip and I did everything else except blog. It’s losing its significance; I have to admit. Now, sitting by my desk & curled up in my comforter, I’m trying to reminisce as much as I can so that I actually have blogging material to show you people.



Ok. I can’t find the cable for my hard disk. So I’ve got no pictures to show you.
Let’s just talk about recent things alright. My results came on Mon. Scarry shit. I actually left class early and went over to Rach’s to wait for results on her super slow comp. But we got it anyways & I passed all. Last sem’s impact is much bigger. There’s so many who failed 1/2/3 papers. SUckkkyy…
Uni’s becoming a bore. Very monotonous and nerdy =/ and I’m trying my best to keep up.



I’m blank. I’ll just type random stuffs alrite.
-my bestie walked all the way to my house coz apparently she was 'running away' from home. 40 minutes to my place at 11 at night. O.o
-I’ve went over over over my spending limit in Sydney so now I can’t buy stuffs. Its like not allowed. But I still senak some stuffs now n then. SIGH…
-For my progress tests, I slept probably 4 hours each night for 3 or 4 days and till now -----I’m still sleep deprived. I never had the chance to sleep for 12 hrs straight yet. :) coz somehow something will just get in the way.
-I wanna travel around the world.
-I wanna quit my course and do sth else like psychology. It was something I considered alongside actuarial science and did neither. And ended up in this crazy crash course which is a son of a bitch to people who have short attention spans like me. Kind of a bit too late to regret now.
-I use this lotion which I got from aus which is actually made from goat’s placenta. Gross; I know. I was reluctant to use it at first but I kinda love it right now…it does make your skin smoother and I’m obsessed with my skin. :P
-It’s raining right now. Therefore a very good time to be sleeping. And if you were sleeping right now, good for you!
-Did you hear about the 13 yr old boy who had a baby with his 15 yr old gf? And he said that he will take good care of the kid. I kinda doubt that. He can’t fully take care of himself and now he has to care for a baby. I wish the baby luck.
-Bride Wars was actually nice to watch & I cried. Haha. Watch it with your best friend if you haven’t watched it. It’ll mean more. ;)
-I need more clothes! Ugh..
-I’ll tell you a secret that I just realized. I tend to lean over to guys who are taken. I’m sorry, I really don’t mean to. But I’m not boyfriend-stealing alright. & I'm trying to fix it.


I should try to sleep. Make better use of my time. Don’t know when my next post will be seeing how lazy I’ve become! Haha. Toodles! Have a great week ahead!






xoxo.

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we're fighting this war when both of us are losing  

Sunday, February 15, 2009

When u fail to reach out,
fail to even try.
And it's not because you don't want to
but because he isn't letting you.
there's nothing much you can do.
you tried your best.
he made a decision all on his OWN.
selfish indeed.
But it's done.
you spend every waking minute hoping it'll be undone.
hope for something to change.
but every minute that passes shows how much more it won't.

Even if i wanted to fix this,
I'm not given a way to.
it's the end.
It's not me, it's you.

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