And unexpectedly, I am gonna miss you when you leave. I'm gonna miss how comfortable things have become between us, how I can confide in you for almost anything and the fact that you make feel good and have been nothing more but encouraging. I don't know think I have the same effect on you. And maybe I've probably not been the best person you have known. But you are one of and I'm sorry for the past that I put you through.

Sorry for the lack of updates for such a long time.
But don’t fret! I’m getting started again. :) so do drop by alright.
xoxo.

Can it be too late?
Too late to change?
Too late because I've beeen lingering in the current for so long I can hardly remember the before.
That now has become my default. And I've gone so far I've forgotten who I was.
Even a fraction of it is so hard to find.
And things don't just bounce back to what they were.
Then what do you do?
What am I gonna do?

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

....If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

My comp's dead. Thanks to me and the lightning.
Dad's not sending it for fixing just yet. My so called "punishment". So no blogging till I get it fixed? That I have no idea when either. :( :( :( :( :( :(

Mock's coming up. I'll be studying ALOT this week. =/ =/ =/

See ya!