care  

Monday, October 5, 2009


Yes it does take two. I'm trying here but it seems like I'm going solo. So I'm giving up. Because for once I really want to yell at you but; you're not worth it anymore. I believe there's quite some things to fix between us. But it's all shadowed and left aside for so long it doesn't seem to matter. But they do. Maybe one day I'll step up to fix them. If I don't, then you know I gave up. 














I'm putting on so many shows at once-today I wondered why, considered which ones are actually worth it and where my breaking point will be. Soon maybe. And, I realised there's all these emotions bottled up and released at all the wrong people. My mind's a whirlwind now.

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Thursday, September 24, 2009




And I know its easy to say, but its harder to feel this way;
And I miss you more than I should, than I thought I could,
I can't get my mind off of you.


(Joshua Radin-The Fear You Won't Fall)

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Saturday, September 19, 2009



looking at you looking at me looking at you.


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left right front back. you me here there everywhere.  

Tuesday, September 15, 2009



How many times do we have to meet in one day? 
Seriously I lost count.
But meeting on these bases don't really conclude anything.
Nor make our circumstance any better.
My mindset's against all the odds.
So nothing can dissapoint me at the end of the day.


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how many times  

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


Seeing you in the distance.
Hearing your voice.
10 feet away and soon,
Side by side.


Time took longer to pass,
Yet I didn't dare look.
You bypassed sooner that I realised, 
Only to discover your back was my last sight.

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no more  

Saturday, September 5, 2009




Trying to pretend its perfect,
wish that I could run away and hide
in someone else's life...


(Jordin Sparks-Landmines)

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close to tears.  

Wednesday, September 2, 2009



I'm stresssseeeddd up. FML seriously.
So many things going on and so much to do; I don't know how to cope.
I don't even wanna think about it. Nevertheless, I can't avoid it.
For now, I'll hook up with my beer and lappie till I feel better. :)

Hope you're having a much better week than me. 

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